13.7.03

Gah, I'm in a weird mood... maybe this has something to do with my skipping my period for the second time... I should probably go to the doctor... if i'm not eating enough, they could probably tell me that.

Chris seems to be doing fine, which makes me feel better. I've been so fucking busy, I can't think straight... probably relates to all of these weird dreams i've been having... I keep sleepwalking, and Bob says I was pretty distressed last night, muttering something about "the children are drowning!"

The phone keeps ringing once, then stopping... it's kind of annoying, frankly. I wish i could get to it in time... maybe somebody's trying to lure me to the window so they can get a clear shot at me through the glass... haha, yeah, right. don't bother...

I think I may go watch another depressing WW2 movie, because my ex-boyfriend is off screwing one of my friends. i told her all of these places on him that get him going, and he sounded ready to kill me... hahah, i don't care, and it wouldn't matter if i did either, huh? ok, right, movie, adios! hahhaha

---Meghan

ps... if i type "haha" enough, does it make it seem like i really don't care?